party planning :3

and can’t decide how much or what sort of alcohol to be buying…. this is most definitely a first world problem.

so i’ve been back to work for more or less 20 days, i still haven’t gotten a paycheck and i’m broke as fuck now because i had to buy books, and pay for my classes out of pocket. i seriously have like less than $10 in my bank account and i was so fucking excited because our paychecks come out tomorrow…. except since this is my first paycheck back they are fucking mailing me a motherfucking goddamn check so who knows when i’ll actually have like 3 pennies to rub together. this fucking blows so much. i will not be doing shit this weekend considering i barely have fucking money to eat. amc you suck so hard right now. i should have known.

/rant

on thursday i get my paycheck and my ipad…. can it be thursday yet?

the day i realized i could never make you happy, i decided atleast i would make myself happy.

sorry that’s not good enough for you.

i shouldn’t drink. i really shouldn’t drink.